Cost of Revelation

There is no randomness, no coincidences in the presence. You don't have to have full understanding to align. You don't need all the answers. You have to be willing to be confused in order to have clarity. In His presence the cloud is thick, the cloud is dark. You won't see clearly, you just need to follow. You need to make a confession before there's clarity. You don't need clarity before making a confession. Revelation isn't the solution, it's an invitation. We are not looking for the solution, we are looking for the One who has the solution.  He only wants to give you a part, not the whole picture because He wants partnership. He doesn't want to give you everything because you'll run off and forget about Him.

The one with the greatest faith is the one who can carry the word even in confusion. We have a responsibility for revelation. If you wanna go, you gotta first leave. You can't go and stay at the same time. If you are longing for the olden days you are not going forward. You need to fully leave to fully go. If efficiency is your top value you can't go.

I know that I'm one who loves efficiency. I constantly need to remind myself that things do not always happen in my time. It's His plan, not mine.

Active waiting. Be excited to go in His presence every day. The one with the greatest faith is the one who can still wake up every day and believe even when they don't see anything. There will be opposition. Waiting is faith; waiting is fighting. It's not that you're going to make it happen, it's that you're holding onto Him.

You can begin wrong but end right. He is bigger than all your mistakes. The only way for you to fail is to make a mistake bigger than Him. He uses our mistakes as opportunities to save so don't be overwhelmed by your wrongdoings. Just hold onto Him. It's not about doing great things. At the end of the day your greatest prize is to have a relationship with Him, to see Him.

Seriously, aren't you happy that He is bigger than EVERYTHING? I'm so thankful that He is bigger than all of my mistakes. I am forgiven. I don't need to wallow in my sorrows. There is nothing I can do that will undo what He did for me. This amazes me.